as confused as your heart is
how can you claim to have wrapped it up
this balloon meant for blowing up
just look where your life is
all soaked, drowning in caffeine
and the tears you shed alone
as confused as your heart is

overly over me lately
come back home into my arms my baby
you've done enough
to change
my mind
i've had enough
of this
now that we're so far past the finish line
i come crawling back
like a maniac, i come crawling back again

as taut as your pride is
you were caught, seen backing up
your stage fright welling up
as big as your part is

i know you're right, i know i'm crazy
reaching out so hard my heart is failing
and it can't keep
my brain
supplied
with what it needs
to think
of anything to say except lies
to make it seem
that i
am fine
i've had enough
of this
now that we're so far past the finish line
i come crawling back
like a maniac
like a maniac again